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I hate it when that happens So after three years of hating men and being terribly sick with PCOS, I'm starting feel better and regain my high sex drive. I really just want sleep with any cute guy who talks me, and yesterday it happened. We were chatting on Hinge for a bit and he asked if I wanted hang out. I hesitated at first but then I thought why not. He sounded nice enough on the phone. And how could I say no him? He was so yummy. When I came his place, he was so handsome just like his pictures. I mean of course he's handsome. He's Israeli!! His amazing hair, blue eyes, and smile drive me crazy!! I couldn't keep my eyes off of him or my lips. lol We made out like crazy and he was amazing in bed!! I'd definitely let him have me every night. He was even the perfect size for me, not small and not too big. He was really sweet and nice talk to also. Of course, he seemed nice. He's probably a player. Anyway, as I was stroking his luscious hair after we had sex, he asked me if I’m Arab. I told him yes. Then he told me that he is Jewish and he didn’t want to tell me at first. It seemed like he felt bad about it. Like he did something wrong, like we were not supposed to get together. I didn't see what the big deal was. I mean, I understood what he was saying but I don't care about this. So I just told him I already knew he was Jewish and didn’t care. I just couldn't help but fall for him. Of course, I liked him. ANY would like him. I thought about him all night and all day. I was actually happy at work today!!! I know this isn't gonna go anywhere. I don't think he even wants to have sex with me again, even though I would want that very much. I'm afraid of what he really thought of me. Probably he thought I was a weird person and boring in bed. Maybe he wasn't really attracted to me and was desperate that night. I don't think I'm his type anyway. But hey he has something remember me by, because I forgot my panties!! I didn't even realize this until I got to my uber. LOL In a way, 's better to have sex with people you aren't really into. After you have fun, you can just go your separate ways and think, "Glad I don't have to see that dumbass again!!" LOL You don't feel bad if the other person isn't into you. But when you become infatuated with a one night stand, it sucks!!! Okay, just calm down Mariam. You're not really in love with him and you don't really know him. You are just super attracted to him and had nice sex. He just broke a dry spell of three years. That's all it is!! Alas, there was some disappointment. When I left he gave me the vague and insincere, "I had a great time. We should get together again. Well, there's your uber." By the sound of his voice and choice of words, I KNEW he didn't want to see me again. No kiss goodbye and he wasn't calling me baby anymore. And thanks for walking me to my uber, you jerk!! It was nice that he for my uber ride home, but still he should have walked with me in the middle of the night. He did text me the next day but hardly said anything. Oh Noam, how could you ignore me like this?  Like as I was leaving my house see him, I just though well, I guess I'm having a one night stand. I cannot expect anything else from this. But I couldn't help feeling upset with his behavior. be fair, I would have been surprised if he wasn't a jerk at all. I was just thinking, that he seems really nice and I wondered at what point he will be rude me. And of course, he ended up being a jerk, just like I predicted. I bet he is the type who likes fuck anyone not Jewish and only marry a perfect Jewish princess. Oh well, I'll be another hot guy's one night stand. I know there are plenty waiting for me in the future!! These guys would never date me ! lolPS: I don't know what is with this site but I write everything correctly with no grammatical errors, as best as I can. However, this site deletes half of the words in my blogs a point where it doesn't make sense!! It is cutting out conjunctions like and and. I even edit it, and then it reverts back the same thing. It doesn't let you fix mistakes!! |
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Nice bike. 
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I would love to meet you! Teddy
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 sounds like the start of something new and good for you, he may come back to you again.
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sounds like the start of something new and good for you, he may come back to you again.
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31/5/2021 16h45 |
Are you still looking to meet?
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14/6/2021 12h03 |
Kik me Charlescharger
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